Do you want the good news or the bad news first? OK the good news it is. Baby looks good, she/he was wiggling around probably enjoying my little cup of cafe Calabria coffee I had this morning. My blood results came back and I can stop all my meds tomorrow. I can’t wait to pull the damn patches off my stomach and finally rid my stomach of the black sticky residue that has been decorating my abdomen for a couple months now.
Now the bad news, if you can believe it, I have another subchorionic hemorrhage, I mean ARE YOU SERIOUS? Honestly I wasn’t terribly shocked being that I have been spotting on and off, I knew there had to be a reason for it. I was just hoping this wasn’t it. And even though all you nice people have told me “this pregnancy will be so much easier” I never believed it, I just didn’t think it would start off worse than the last.
I won’t lie, this bleed looks a lot bigger than the one they spotted with Kaili early on. The Dr. I saw wasn’t really giving out much information, I sort of feel since it was my final appointment with them they wanted my OB doctor to take it on. I am sure I will be seeing a high risk doctor in the near future. Hope for the best, expect the worse is my mentality until then.
Here was Kaili’s reaction to the bad news.
Now I just sit back and continue to take things easy until my Dr. appointment next Friday. Hopefully nothing bad happens in the next 7 days. I won’t lie, I am sort of scared this time around. Whose idea was this?
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Oh Kim, How could this news be? Have you not eaten your spinach?? What rotten luck. I feel for you not knowing what will happen next. I will be thinking of you and hope the news with the new Dr. will be more positive. I hope you could enjoy Christmas and that the New Year will be a good one for you. Love, Aunt Carolyn